july 1 2018.

12:07 am.

I've always been disgusted by my hands

Maybe because I have short fingers & wide knuckles

But that's not it.

I think it's because my first memory with my hands is my worst

The first thing I remember feeling with these hands was you

Now I use my hands to pick up things I use to numb my emotional pain

Should I be thankful that it's my hands that haunt me?

Not my mouth?

Not something worse?

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