I don't even know what to say
Why do I feel this way?
I can feel my hands crumbling as I type this
I can feel my heart stronger than I can feel anything else
Somehow I feel a lot but I also feel numb at the same time
Do I really like to be alone
Or do I tell myself that so I don't feel so bad about being lonely?
How have I allowed one person to hurt me so much that I'm scared to leave my room?
It's hard to recover when the only thing separating you & your trigger is a hallway.
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