february 20 2019.

12:15 am.

I don't even know what to say

Why do I feel this way?

I can feel my hands crumbling as I type this

I can feel my heart stronger than I can feel anything else

Somehow I feel a lot but I also feel numb at the same time

Do I really like to be alone

Or do I tell myself that so I don't feel so bad about being lonely?

How have I allowed one person to hurt me so much that I'm scared to leave my room?

It's hard to recover when the only thing separating you & your trigger is a hallway.

{copyright 2019 madame-santana.}